I have always been the kind of person who hates asking for help. That is because most of my life I have done pretty well helping myself, and because of that I had learned that there is nothing I couldn’t figure out if I put my mind to it, no challenge I couldn’t overcome and … Continue reading The Value in Asking for Help
The first thing I realized about being depressed is that you really think want to die. Of course you don’t, nobody ever really does but in that moment it is all you know, all you can think and all you can want. You have been turned unipolar, my friend, without perspective. Blind in the mind.
In 2012 I was in a band and this is lyrics to one of the songs we wrote then. This was my verse.
Spit in your mouth Holds the shame The weight in my chest Bears the pain To erase it, To deny it, Is to fail. Kiss me With your blades, Hold me With to your spikes. And I remain. ### Sorry I have been absent, I have been busy with a lot of editing work. I … Continue reading I Remain
It's a bleeding of the soul An aching of the heart A fissured brain A lost mind A humanity stolen. My chest collapses With everything that falls apart My lungs give out their last sigh. ### Hi everyone. I'm just super depressed right now. I haven't thought of suicide or cutting this much since being … Continue reading Sigh
A happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there. We are forever grateful for the values, light and strength you instilled in us. My mom made might have passed but I know the value of mom's even if mine is gone. One could argue that I know the value of good parenting because of … Continue reading Mothers
I scratch through skin to bone, Heart thrums , Stomach churns, Mind swivels . I collapse under my pillars . Such desire, Such need, It can only be for you . If feelings could sing… I would dance with you to their tune , Dine with you, And there I watch you become mesmerized by … Continue reading My Enigma
Didn't believe it when the critics told me. Didn't believe the nightmare about how much the movie sucks Now I sit here with a pit in my stomach and a gaping mouth. All I can think is "You swindled me, you bastards!" Whether feeling this way is justified, is for further contemplation.
Author: David Meredith Book Description: What happens when "happily ever after" has come and gone? On the eve of her only daughter, Princess Raven's wedding, an aging Snow White finds it impossible to share in the joyous spirit of the occasion. The ceremony itself promises to be the most glamorous social event of the decade. Snow … Continue reading The Reflections Of Queen Snow White (Review)
If you are like a reader like me you love hard copies (paperbacks) as opposed to ebooks. You love how they feel in your hands, how they look, how they smell and how decorative they can be. The navigation is a bit smoother and easier and they make browsing more fun. Yes, we love actual … Continue reading Why I Prefer eBooks Over Hard Copies