Used to be a guy could smoke in peace, said the smoker. Used to be a guy could have his soda in peace, said the obese. Used to be a guy could have his drink in peace, said the alcoholic. Used to be [insert], said the [insert]. [Insert] pick up drunken girls [insert],[insert] the sleaze… Continue reading Constant Change
I have become aomething, Beleaguered and ragged juggernaut. Thia awe inapiring anomaly. Uncomfortable,you get uaed to it. An expre’ion of peculiar tendenciea. The difference, Ini-valuable, Irreplaceable. Can’t call it forth yet it makea me whole. Can’t call you forth, incoherent. I can’t call you forth… In my dying, in my decline. The failure – aomething.
With each obscure pop culture reference, an inside joke & a lost invitation I get shoved again. Eight years old again, getting shoved on the playground and grazing my ass on the field. Not getting picked for the team, Lunch snatched from my hands. Frolicking with my imaginary friends on the lawn with my cape… Continue reading Playground
Social exhaustion. Threadbare soul, Wilted conscience. Can’t play the host anymore, Guests is a generous word, For people who come to pee on your lawn, murder your plants and desecrate your space. I shall open a wound, Make it my foxhole. ‘Cause if it cuts, there is no reason to keep pushing against the blade…… Continue reading Alienate
You must know it, To see it. That vitriol of shit Will rise to your knees. Think it’s hard to move? Wait ’til it dries. These shattering pieces Will leave you bleeding blind. These thoughts that you thingk, Will shackle you down. Think you are just living? You need to leave. Shed all your bones,… Continue reading Pessimist
Cogs, Spinning masses, Oil spitting snarls, Stained, white shirts, Rearing steel, Massacres abound. You didn’t orchestrate the mayhem, You were cogged, And the presiding spokes continue to preserve the intregrity of the serrated wheel.
How fortunate you are, To be so hopeful, To believe one day you will be reunited with the ones long passed. Each passing moment celebrated, Just means you are a moment closer. Fearless in the presence of death, Revelling in suffering. What a meaningful life it makes for. I… I don’t remember existing before I… Continue reading Humed