If I scream into my pillow
I will suffocate
If I gnaw at my wrist
I will bleed
If I punch my wall
I will break
I do it all and it doesn’t make it disappear.
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Felt like imploding, then I wrote this.
“There’s no pain
It will spare
Fear has become your only right
And once you’re lost
In your despair
Forever black, eternal night.” – Linkin Park ‘War’
Sandy Author 
great poem
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Thank you. Really means the world to me to hear that right now.
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welcome
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There is a strength and overwhelming sense of power and despair here – you’ve written from the heart and it shows – expressing emotions that many people suffer. You are not alone.
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Thank you. I’m really glad I was able to communicate that.
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